Lately life has been a vortex, most probably created by me.
Like when you go round and round looking towards the sky and then you suddenly stop, but you still can feel the earth go around you and your brain heavy and light at the same time.
I used to do this when I was a child and then I would grab my head with both hands as if it was going to fall off my shoulders.
This is how life has been recently and though I've been trying to give myself the best analysis of my inner-self, I believe my mind is confused and my soul wants to rest.
I read somewhere that one should allow the universe to send whatever the universe believes it's for that person and that one should stop being stubborn about things which do not happen in the way one expected... it's like "go with the flow".
I've stopped doing this a long time back, going with the flow, and of course, unlike the grass which chooses to bend when the wind is blowing hard, I, like a tree, chose to stand tall and brave, facing the winds and the storm and, of course, in the end, the tree gets pulled from the ground. What good do stubbornness and bravery do, when you end up killed by them, because you are brave to face the danger, but to blind to asses it ?
Yes, life might be like a box of chocolates, you might not know what you get, but maybe we could at least be careful from which candy shop we buy the box...
Some two or three days back, I told a good friend of mine: "Sometimes life scares me more than death" and the reply was: "Take it like a joke, life is really not that bad as you think."
Dreams to follow, experiences to live and time is going tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock...
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