This is what we all do

At times I wonder how this Planet can still survive in such mass madness of emotions.
It's insanely surprising how everything can exist at the same time:happiness,sorrow,pain, joy,hope,despair,peace,war,hunger,abundance,poverty,richness...
It's strange how for some, drama means not being able to have the new iPhone 4S, while for others drama is eating from the dumpster or not having clean water to drink... and yet, we live like this... in some sort of global numbness... where it's OK we don't see things, because it means they do not exist, it means that everything is alright... when a few miles away from your home, someone is dying within its life itself... and he/she cannot even dare to dream of something...
I get so frustrated on myself when my drama is not having 10 pairs of shoes or when I did not manage to go to God knows what party... or when "I don't know who I am" issue keeps me awake at night. And there are people for whom life is just a burden... and there are children who are born in such places, where from the start they have no future, no hope, no childhood.

We sell lies and we buy lies through TV... because everyone has to be updated... you have to be a fashionista, you have to have certain clothes, you have to talk in a certain way, you have to be like you've just been pulled out from the box - FLAWLESS -
And everyone should want to be a star -  because you'll be seen like a Superhuman or a NonHuman... a GOD ! Then everyone will want to be like you, to walk like you, to talk like you... Everyone should sing, act or at least be a superstar for some reason - maybe because you dress like a slut or puke because of drinking too much alcohol (because drinking is cool, it gives you that X Factor)... and you should definitely have a reality show, it will make you look more... real??!!??
WE DON'T KNOW WHO WE ARE !!! But let's face it ! How many of us really wish to know WHO THEY/WE ARE?? It seems to me that even this spiritual current is getting to be a trend  for so many... I hope not for everyone.We talk about energies and all we feel is the vibration from our cell-phones placed on silent mode.
We make a living out of showing off, we transform ourselves in catwalks, in advertising places, in shop windows and wait for the applauds. Any minute now, someone will compliment us and we will smile in a delicate way, saying to ourselves and to others: "Oh, it's nothing !".
We're insane! We're building a plastic world - fake world - around us, not understanding that we're building for our children, leaving them a wannabe heritage.

We abandon children in hospitals, on the streets and everywhere in this world, we torture children and animals, we abandon animals... we kill animals and kill everything that is innocent and pure. Do you want to know why? Because we're abandoning ourselves, killing ourselves, torturing ourselves! And we think: SOMEONE ELSE IS DOING IT ! but, NO ! WE ARE DOING IT TO OURSELVES.


And each and everyone one of us is responsible for this!


The funny thing is that when YOU will read this, you will automatically not think of you, but to others... you will say to yourself: "Oh, I know a bunch of people who do this and that..."
But what about you??

I'm beginning to understand my call, my mission or my purpose here...
It's hard, I'm not getting the puzzle right, but today, I kind of understood a small thing...
And it's up to me if I wish to leave on this mission or not... I will see...
My intention is not to be another Christ up on the wooden cross and frankly, I don't know if anything should be saved or not... but I feel this huge urge for better, for good, for beauty,
for love.

I saw some quotes from a new movie called "In Time" - the story seems interesting -  I was thinking to watch it... but apart from this, I believe this matches very well with what I wrote today:

"Will: How can you live with yourself watching people die right next to you?
Sylvia: You don't watch. You close your eyes."

This is what we all do. We close our eyes.